“prove you wrong”

So I heard this song a few weeks ago. I was on my way to work, and about to ignore it (suuuuper cheesy) until I flipped my phone over and saw the name. It’s exactly the three words I’d been thinking to myself for days. But one word was changed. And with that, so was … Continue reading “prove you wrong”

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rambling

I’ve felt like a burden my entire life. I don’t know if you can relate but it seems that whenever I wanted something it was too much to ask for. Then if I asked for less than what I wanted it was such a hassle to obtain/achieve. I didn’t grow up in a house with … Continue reading rambling

it remains

I wrote this about two months ago. I never posted it. Honestly, it felt too positive. Which is weird considering the question I pose at the end. I don’t feel positive at all. I feel unrest. It’s coupled with zero motivation to do anything, which is just great. I don’t feel any better. Things have … Continue reading it remains

honesty

I’m hesitant. Not because I don’t want you, but because I know how bad it feels when someone decides they don’t want you back. Please, don’t mistake my hesitancy for lack of interest. I think maybe it’s too late though. Maybe you already decided I didn’t want you. Maybe you already decided you don’t want … Continue reading honesty

apathy

I stand in the middle of the road, trying to decide which way to go. But the paths are unclear through the rain and fog; the destinations a complete mystery. I know how I feel, I know what I want, but the rain weighs me down. Each drop is filled with insecurity and painful memories. … Continue reading apathy

Bleak

It’s exhausting trying not to get hurt. Has anyone ever outmaneuvered pain? My life is, at it’s most exciting, tedious. Compared to the real problems that exist in this world, it’s meaningless. Yet I’m still messed up. Still trying to beat the universe at its own flippant game. But I realized something today-I’ll never win. … Continue reading Bleak